Dominick is doing good. He got his first injury that required an urgent care trip. He was at school and being chased by a girl, who then pushed him down. When he stood up he hit heads with the girl, he glasses snapped in half cutting them both. Dominick's needed 3 pieces of tape but no stitches by the time they saw us. His glasses where totaled. That makes the 6th pair of glasses in a year, although 4 were from wear and tear on the lenses. So how would you ask your ex who doesn't seemed interested in his son to actually pay for a pair? Court orders say he should have paid 50% of all the ones I needed to pay for which is 3 of the 6 but he hasn't... Dom needs a new prescription anyways.. So I need to talk with his father.. hmm... suggestions?

Ok so, I am working now, And I really like my job, I am a part time teller for Key bank and have been there for over a month now. There is so much to learn I love the challenge.

At night i come home, relax for a bit while cooking dinner for my son, sister and her kids. Then I try to balance homework/school work with my son and my house hold projects. I am happy to say that the Basement room is partially done, To the point I can live in it, I just got help from my step dad Jack this weekend in hanging the closet system and the door. It looks good and I have learned how to texture. Not that I like Texture.. I prefer smooth walls or plaster... Anyways. I need to finish the rest of the rooms taping and mud and then texture it too and paint. Exciting.

My truck also became a running part of my house this weekend. Thanks to my Dad Shannon and I. I have spent tons of time under the hood, replacing the fuel filter, fuel pump, cleaning the fuel line, replacing the master cylinder.. and now I need to get a new Alternator. it runs.. but doesn't charge batteries. Which finding the alt is harder then it seems because the last owner wired it for a different year alt then it is suppose to have. So I have to hunt for the right one or rewire the truck.. Which one would you do? I loved the sound of it running. And need to get tires for it soon so I can drive it to the gas station at least.



I got notice that I made honor roll at school for winter term. And I am really starting to feel the pressure of doing good this term with work and school. It is already really hard, midterms and finals well suck! I am really starting to get close to a panic attack when I think about everything I need to do. I am looking forward to cutting back for the summer. For those of you I know, you'll know I was planing a b-day camping trip but since I got a job I couldn't go... I needed it.. I hope I can get away for a weekend at the end of term.. It would be great to see the ocean, or the forest. to wake up with fresh air instead of basement air, to be under the sun all day, instead of under a ceiling, to have grass or sand under my feet, instead of the soles of my shoes.

I have been playing with my camera whenever there is something going on I can take pictures at. I love the quality. but it well take a long time to get to know all the settings...

My sister is looking into churches, reading the bible, which gets me thinking about how balanced my life was when I went to church, how fulfilled I felt even though emotionally I was being put though the ringer, How much strength I had to do what was needed, I wonder if I could achieve that again. If I could give back control of my life to god again... If I could let him be my everything again.. For so long I have lived in sin, looking for a man to be my everything, I have turned away from god, looking for the comfort of anothers' arms to heal the ache in my heart. The relief is only temporary. And I know doubt, not the ability of god, but my ability to allow him back into my life fully. I NEED TO FIND A CHURCH..

Health wise I have been sick as a dog for 3 weeks. I got a bad cold, it turned into a sinus infections after week 2, now it is week 3, and i feel like my sinus is dripping straight down my cheek into my neck.. It hurts, my teeth hurt from clenching my jaw, My nose has stopped running full time, so I hope it is close to over.. Anyways back to school work.

Thanks for reading this.

The other night I went for a walk, The cat still outside, Started walking with me, She walked right out in the street behind me, which by then had a car in it, and she almost got hit.

Is it sad that I just then at that point realized how much my cat loves me...

I feel a little fuller in my heart knowing that at least an animal can love me that much...

So I joined Match.com... Like I am actually paying for it for 6 months. Well see what happens.

I am back to work. As a part time teller for Key bank. If you sign up with Key Make sure you tell them I sent you, no matter where you go, Thanks, (giggles)

I Got 2 A's and 2 B's in school. and am Nervous about this term because it is working and doing 14 credits. Pray for me. LOL

Dominick is doing good. He loves living with his Aunt and her children.

I should be heading to bed now. I'll try to post more later.. Goodnight everyone!